What’s your perception of “fun?”

Voice for Recovery, and Addiction

Voice of Recovery from Addiction

What’s your perception of “fun?”

 

I used to think all the crazy things I did while I was trashed was funny and acceptable. Peeing in the front yard with my dogs and all over myself, streaking, projectile vomiting at the worst moment, embarrassing the ones I love and seeing it as no big deal. After all, I wasn’t hurting anyone. That was what I identified as being “Fun”  If I could successfully manipulate you, it was an accomplishment, if my lies were believable, I was talented, if I was loud and obnoxious, it meant (in my head) that I was cute. If I got away with something, than I was skilled.  The list can go on and on and on.  These are just a few of the examples of my own madness. Alcohol, at least in my mind, made me socially acceptable. It gave me confidence and strength….how in…

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